So... goodbye Anonymous.

gettinthere

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Part of me says I’ll miss you. Part of me says I won’t. Mixed feelings run through my mind. Keeping it short, I’m not sure what to make of me leaving. One day, I will feel sorrow and anger for not spending more time.

I constantly tell myself: Once a Blocktopia, always one. Truth be told, I was here unofficially for 3 years, all my years. Meeting many people, hurting many people, saying goodbye to many people. Many days it was the same. Say hello, play, have small discussions, say goodbye. I felt that repeating myself is unnecessary, thus my choice to leave. Besides, the community is split between LoL and MC (soon Cube World).

I’m disappointed in myself and in Blocktopia.
Me? I’m nomadic. I’ve been travelling in the dark between many communities. Travelling in different aliases when I was here at Blocktopia. I’ve left, because I thought that no one cared about me and under the impression that me silently leaving will not cause much damage. I keep coming back, despite my attitude towards each community I’ve been to. The only thing that I learned from travelling is loneliness, solitude, and being better at Minecraft. My intent of staying at communities was to become better. It was my fault for isolating myself, since I thought that nothing would change in my prescence. I’ve toyed with the idea for applying staff. I’ve felt it was unnecessary, since there were other OPs.

And Blocktopia is the same with other communities (players, naturally). The only thing different? Servers, names, personalities. When I speak of communities, I mean them as a whole. Every community I’ve gone to, I’ve never felt a personal connection towards any one of their members. Every person I know feels to be the same. All part of an elite group looking out for themselves. All part of an enclosed society, functioning in a dynamic equilibrium of something beyond my knowledge. What saddens me: the unwavering unshifting total of Blocktopia. Praise the same, despise change.

I think that no one ever wanted to be more open as I am. Accepting fate, willingly or not. It is my fault for feeling that Blocktopia would be the last community I leave. My fault for the recent events, old events, far distant events. My fault for raising alarm. My fault for being a douche. My fault for my presence.

I’m not too sure what to make of my leaving. I feel as if leaving is much suited for many people who know me, impersonal or personal. I know that there is always outcry when someone leaves. The extent of the outcry is beyond me, but one other thing is sure. I’ve made mistakes.

Edit: Expect duplications, typos, and missing people.

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and anyone that knows me, both ingame and Forums.

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For the lost and to everyone I know, I wish one day, we meet again. It’s an eerie feeling to actually miss someone.

For Lava staff and players, both RoF and cLava, gone or still here, the time we’ve had together will be lost, but the memories that remain will cause sorrow.

For Classic Creative Server staff and players, time will destroy everything we’ve made together. Despite that, our limited time together echoes down the remains. Some time in the future, I hope to meet again.

For Classic Zombie staff and players, keep on running. There will be a time when you can relax, for good reason.

For all SMP servers, I’m sorry to not have been there.

To players that actively played with me – Goodbye. I can’t make specific comments, since nothing really distinguished anyone for me.
If you wish to still contact me, my Skype is Einsvies, Tumblr is Einsvies, and my Steam is (if you haven’t figured) Einsvies. If you happen to find me at another community through magical coincidence, say hi.
 

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Holy poop, I haven't played with you waay too much, but you're cool. I agree in that Blocktopia is split really between League and Minecraft (Which is kinda silly) and I wish it wasn't. So many cool people are leaving ;-;

Well, hope to see you around sometime!
 

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And Blocktopia is the same with other communities (players, naturally). The only thing different? Servers, names, personalities. When I speak of communities, I mean them as a whole. Every community I’ve gone to, I’ve never felt a personal connection towards any one of their members. Every person I know feels to be the same. All part of an elite group looking out for themselves. All part of an enclosed society, functioning in a dynamic equilibrium of something beyond my knowledge. What saddens me: the unwavering unshifting total of Blocktopia. Praise the same, despise change.
Amen, brother. I couldn't have put it better myself. I feel as if Blocktopia must change for it to keep moving forward - but this is not the time nor place to talk about that. I wish you best of luck in your future endeavors, wherever they may take you! It was a pleasure to play alongside you on the servers. ;)
 
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You'll be back. You've known too many people (and some more than others) to just quit cold turkey and feel no emotion of sadness. ;)

Seeya around, and one last note. On your list of people, Brave_Gold_Heart and M_B_H (and those alts) are two different people. :p
 

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We've had a few chats. Mostly on BB. To be honest they have been some of the more enjoyable conversations I've had in blocktopia. You a very intelligent and kind person who isn't afraid to say the truth. Well till next time. Bye and good luck in life!
 

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It is no easy task to leave Blocktopia, of this I'm sure you know. I'd like to thank you for the time you served as our Quartermaster, and the reorganizing and dedication you showed during that time. You've been a good friend to me and, silly arguments aside, it's been a joy to have known you. If you do return, know that you will be welcomed back with open arms. I wish you the best my friend.
 

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I havent seen much of you in a while however one of my most memorable moments in blocktopia is a conversation we had months ago in buildbox . You will be missed and not forgotten. The community will be missing something without you here. And please remember this doesn't need to be a final end as you should remember I'm sure you would always be welcomed back.
 

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D'aw D: we had some good times, hopefully you return someday. As always, it's sad to see people you've known for years justleave like that *clicks fingers* but it's inevitable. Good luck with whatever it is you want to do in life if I don't see you again Dx
 

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Fuck. Off.
You're staying.

On a less empty-skulled note, good luck, gets, in whatever life throws at you. Come back soon, and stick around on the forums and stuff, even if you only pop in from time to time.

I will miss you
;-;
 

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tommyleej

Awwwww... :( That made me rather sad..
I know I haven't known you for a very long time, but I know one thing for sure your a good Person and a Hell of a Good Sniper. I'm going to miss playing Wasted 7 with you and Rosekill, Mr_Moko, WiiGoGetter and Dark Hender. You've taught me a lot you have taught me how to Drive a pig properly without going down a Giant Chasm (Inside Joke). I wish you the best in life with your Future endeavors and I hope to see you again another time.
See ya