WARNING: Per request of sanity [sub](And Psycho)[/sub], this is not a drama thread.
As some of you eagle-eyed folks may have noticed from my title, I recently resigned from my Forum Moderator position for a number of reasons.
First, I want to go back to April 2015. As you might remember, I posted a leaving thread that was far too dramatic for my actual intention, and I stated many things in there that were false. A few days later, I went to an Administrator to have my account deleted, and still was on the server despite saying I wouldn't go back on. It was more chaos and drama than needed. So this time, I'll be more explanatory in why I resigned and where I will go from here.
One of the main reasons I resigned was something that has haunted my entire staffing career: Immaturity. When I look at some of the things I say and do, it almost seems like I'm your average boss: Funny, but alienating and inappropriate. It's somehow gotten to the point where I'm turning into Jub (granted, I'm not half as bad as he was). But nonetheless, toxic.
Another reason is, to be honest, I don't have the time and don't really care. Back when I was 14 this all seemed like a good stint, and if I continued and matured like I was, I would have likely floated up the ranks. However, I lost interest and stopped caring after a few months, leading to the problems addressed in my first point.
Finally, I simply am not in the state of mind to help. School (Among other things) has worn down on not only me, but my mental state. I literally cannot be a staff member or even active here, which brings me to my final point and what you're probably looking for in this post:
Am I leaving? Yes and No.
I will be scaling back my involvement with this community. I will be less active in the community and, like the last few months, you will not see me on any servers for a while.
Thank you for understanding,
Fragile
As some of you eagle-eyed folks may have noticed from my title, I recently resigned from my Forum Moderator position for a number of reasons.
First, I want to go back to April 2015. As you might remember, I posted a leaving thread that was far too dramatic for my actual intention, and I stated many things in there that were false. A few days later, I went to an Administrator to have my account deleted, and still was on the server despite saying I wouldn't go back on. It was more chaos and drama than needed. So this time, I'll be more explanatory in why I resigned and where I will go from here.
One of the main reasons I resigned was something that has haunted my entire staffing career: Immaturity. When I look at some of the things I say and do, it almost seems like I'm your average boss: Funny, but alienating and inappropriate. It's somehow gotten to the point where I'm turning into Jub (granted, I'm not half as bad as he was). But nonetheless, toxic.
Another reason is, to be honest, I don't have the time and don't really care. Back when I was 14 this all seemed like a good stint, and if I continued and matured like I was, I would have likely floated up the ranks. However, I lost interest and stopped caring after a few months, leading to the problems addressed in my first point.
Finally, I simply am not in the state of mind to help. School (Among other things) has worn down on not only me, but my mental state. I literally cannot be a staff member or even active here, which brings me to my final point and what you're probably looking for in this post:
Am I leaving? Yes and No.
I will be scaling back my involvement with this community. I will be less active in the community and, like the last few months, you will not see me on any servers for a while.
Thank you for understanding,
Fragile
, bye \o
