Well, I've been thinking about how I was going to write this for a while now. I was going to wait to say it when/if I got operator back, but seeing that's not going to happen, I still want to make this thread.
I really want to apologize to Zombies. Going from one day of being trusted with a higher rank just to check something, then getting demoted for my stupid actions. All of you from the server are just simply amazing, from the players to the directors. Zombies has always been like a home for me, and you guys, my family. I really hope in the future, if any of you are disappointed in me, or have had lost of respect for me, that we can look past this, eventually. I wouldn't be surprised if your attitude towards me changed, but I really hope I can change it back.
I know some of you are probably saying, "Dude, this happened a month ago, why are you posting this?" And the answer to that is that I humiliated myself, getting demoted, and now not even getting my rank back due to the server closing. And I really felt that I owe one more apology, and not to just this server, but to all of Blocktopia, making us look bad. I just really hate that I had to fuck up right in the end, ending as a Trusted, rather than an Op, it may not make a difference to you, but it does to me.
Now, we all do mess up. I know this isn't the first time I've screwed up. And I know, I should have never did what I did. And I've paid the consequences. People asking me, "'Hey, did you resign?' 'Fruit, what happened?' 'Why did you get demoted?'" and it was embarrassing for me to have to answer that. I also owe a big thanks to you guys. Most of you were sad I got demoted, rather than disappointed, and that does mean a whole lot.
Now, since zombies is closing, I want to say that I thank all of you who has ever staffed or played. Without you guys, we would have nothing. It was an amazing experience, and I'm glad I finally made a forum account after playing on their for a while, to see the rest of the community. My memories of Blocktopia Zombie Survival will live on forever, and it will be greatly missed.
I will most likely wait a while before trying for a staff position on a premium server. Even though I do love staffing and helping out, it'll be nice just to play. I also really want to focus on school and sports, with high school coming up pretty soon. I won't be leaving, just probably going to be a bit inactive on the servers.
And here's a song in memory of Zombies. (With a funny music video
)
I really want to apologize to Zombies. Going from one day of being trusted with a higher rank just to check something, then getting demoted for my stupid actions. All of you from the server are just simply amazing, from the players to the directors. Zombies has always been like a home for me, and you guys, my family. I really hope in the future, if any of you are disappointed in me, or have had lost of respect for me, that we can look past this, eventually. I wouldn't be surprised if your attitude towards me changed, but I really hope I can change it back.
I know some of you are probably saying, "Dude, this happened a month ago, why are you posting this?" And the answer to that is that I humiliated myself, getting demoted, and now not even getting my rank back due to the server closing. And I really felt that I owe one more apology, and not to just this server, but to all of Blocktopia, making us look bad. I just really hate that I had to fuck up right in the end, ending as a Trusted, rather than an Op, it may not make a difference to you, but it does to me.
Now, we all do mess up. I know this isn't the first time I've screwed up. And I know, I should have never did what I did. And I've paid the consequences. People asking me, "'Hey, did you resign?' 'Fruit, what happened?' 'Why did you get demoted?'" and it was embarrassing for me to have to answer that. I also owe a big thanks to you guys. Most of you were sad I got demoted, rather than disappointed, and that does mean a whole lot.
Now, since zombies is closing, I want to say that I thank all of you who has ever staffed or played. Without you guys, we would have nothing. It was an amazing experience, and I'm glad I finally made a forum account after playing on their for a while, to see the rest of the community. My memories of Blocktopia Zombie Survival will live on forever, and it will be greatly missed.
I will most likely wait a while before trying for a staff position on a premium server. Even though I do love staffing and helping out, it'll be nice just to play. I also really want to focus on school and sports, with high school coming up pretty soon. I won't be leaving, just probably going to be a bit inactive on the servers.
And here's a song in memory of Zombies. (With a funny music video
)
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Love you all