Hello, fancy seeing this place around. So long time no see, I see much hasn't changed really at all. Well I mean less bodies then before but still the same content and content structure. In essence I buried this place long ago due to a presentation and radical changes I was promised would be brought to the higher staff never reaching their place. The returning attitude I received during that time spoke to me. It was a structured change for the entire community and the very fabric of MC in general to the community. I was proud of two weeks worth of research and work. Having that I only needed the support of the community and it's staff. It called for the dedication of the developers skill-sets being pushed to the limits, the support of the head-admin and the collective consciousness of every admin and their respective staff. I had given the presentation to a colleague and was told to leave the handling of said presentation to them and another. "lets get your foot in the door and we will share this and build upon it. Don't start your plans for SMP just yet though without hearing back. They might not like what you are doing. EscRestart is going to explode with this" Seemingly supportive. To which I was responded with days later from the data transfer after I eagerly inquired about it having laid the brickwork to start roughly a 20-30 hour work week of actually something into the server let alone continuing research for the other servers: "Lee, just leave, don't say anything don't do anything, we will casually hand off everything. You said you would go public with the presentation to the community and the head-admin won't support it.Don't. This would cause problems in the EscRestart community. It's too much work for a game that frankly no-one here actually cares about. So leave and we won't publicly humiliate you to get you to stop." This is para-phrasing the exact contents of the missive I received. However, the exact intentions and words in the contact are much more harsh and foreboding. After that point, I simply went poof. Two weeks of preparations gone to a reply of "We want you out of the loop" basically So with thatI have to say its fun and nostalgic to feel like I've only been gone a few days to a week at best from the community life and activity standpoint. I'll just pretend the user-base is in school or something when I happen to dip my eyes this direction. Nothing bitter or trash talky about my statements. The statements are just sadly overdue, so I'm actually saying my peace now that I feel I can without some shadow. The real trash talk would be scoffing and saying how long will my post persist before I'm gagged and 8balled like I was told I would be. The names have changed so much so its hard to even tell. I'll hang around up until I feel the rope around my shoulders and someones hands on the other end again.