EscapeRestart

Hey!​

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I'm pretty sure most of you know me. I joined Blocktopia on Janurary 13, of 2013. Jumping on RoF, for nostalgia. To be honest, I didnt expect to fall in love with the server. I then discovered Buildbox, and continued to meet many people. These people pushed me to my limits, and stretched my limits. Blocktopia was fun, eccentric, and was laid back. I started working mostly on Buildbox, but stopping on other servers to talk. I met many great people this way. The Summer of 2013, I left for 3 months. I had my reasons, and it wasn't anything with the server. I joined back in, and fell in love again. I started working for Adv. Builder, and after 3 attempts, I succeded! I was excited. I was active on the server for about 2 more months, and applied for Operator. I was going good so far, but some Ops never saw me, and couldn't judge. I didn't get that rank, but I still was on the server, socializing. I noticed something after a while, the hostility.​

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I started noticing something, Blocktopia wasn't the same. Ops being mean (No, I'm not pointing fingers) Players being mean, and forum trolls (or haters). I was witnessing the server I loved turn into a Semi-Strict server. Humour was low, I had no enjoyability. I left the server. One day, I check the forums, and saw a post about being more laid back. I was in hopes for this, so I joined back. At first, I was enjoying it, and started up BB, and that DoD. I was excited, and happy its back. After a while though, I was noticing something. No one talks anymore, chats deserted, and that makes me sad. I fell in love with this place because of how talkative people were, and how funny you guys were! I mean, some people still talk, yet rarely any laughs have been passed between me and players. Now, I'm not saying I'm leaving again. I'm tryng to say I want the old happy people back. Joking around, and having fun. Now, I'm not sure if it's just me expiriencing this, but this is about me (Wow that sounded snotty). I can agree that a lot of the Ops kept the laid back promise, but its the players. I think of some of you as close friends, even though its the internet.​

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[hl]TL;DR:[/hl] I'm sad about the negativity, and non talktivity.​

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I hope you read this, and I'm sorry about the rant. I just want a place to vent this out, and I want the community to hear me out. Thanks for reading​

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Signed ~ Creeper_Jeepers (Bailey)​